if i had a heart to give

you'd get it hands down

i'd live a thousand times

to meet with you again

in each life just so i'd know

the feel of your lips on mine

and as i sleep i dream of all

the things you'll do and say

and how we'll be together

someday in my head i'll picture you

and i we're dancing with the moon

behind and rain is falling

drenching us

but we don't care we're in love

cause we're in love

and all the times i'd beg to feel

the warmth of you the kiss

i cried when i got butterflies

and you swore to me

you'd never leave

i needed you to drown

the fears i'd felt that ripped

right through the wall i'd built

i'd kept you out

just long enough that

you could knock it down

and stomp my heart

it's broken now but

you know that

you know it all

you're always right and i

always fall the many times

i fell for you

it felt so wrong

i'll pray for you though im not sure

there may not be a god

but if there is he'll work with you

and try and fix it all again

i'd hate to see you crying and

yet it always happens

when im least expecting

you break down and fall to pieces

i can only take so much cause i

don't wanna break i want to fall

needing love that you had given

knowing i had missed it all

just to fill my selfish wish

my wish to see you feel

what you put me through

so many times i'd almost died

[written @ work]

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Work I

i pour my heart and soul to you

a gravity undone and

through the glass i see an end

a final move to stop the pain

i can't just let things go

but moving on seems

like the path i need to take

the pictures aren't enough

i'm done crying, i need

stability and hope you see

and i'll pull the covers to my chest

lay there like you aren't gone

like you have your arms wrapped

tight around the part of me

i'm just not letting go

letting go

my heart it hurts but i'll

keep smiling like the pain is gone

hope for the worst now that

i'm wrong, you're right again

and hurting for what seems

a thousand years i'll cry

and beg you please dont go

but know i'm only dreaming

when i see your face at night

lately ive been wrapped up tight

and bending til i break

hoping that the hurt i feel

will end this hollow pain..

[written @ work]

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In addition to my honesty blog, I'm putting my literature on here. Poems and songs I've written, and sneak peeks of the book I'm writing.
Thanks for your interest.
--Kali