The More Recent Old Works [Dated & Repost From MySpace]

10-22-08

a pleading call

please dont go

a breaking dawn

again alone

and if you knew

the words were true

would you stop

love renewed

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a passing crowd

the slightest glance

just one look

i have no chance

i gave my all

love unbound

at once the fall

we tumble down
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could you watch me leave

though i may never come back?

could you speak the words

just let it all go?

could you keep silent

and still let me know?

could you swear eternity

though it's a lie?

could you spend forever

here by my side?

10-8-08

this line was a sort of sign off quote for a blog about love...

"just give me the chance, the time to prove, i'll give it all, my all for you"

9-29-08

ive realized

in times of need

you're always there

beside me

my heart once broken

now on the mend

i'm turning to you

once again

i'm always asking

i need a friend

you mean everything

the world to me

i'm asking you to wait

now please dont leave

i'm letting life work

its mysterious ways

and if it happens

we'll have our day...

i dont know

how things will end

but i do know

i'll love you til then

9-17-08

there's a letter in this notebook

a letter full of lies

a promise that you'll wait for me

that you'll stay by my side

and though it seems your words

almost always make me cry

i wont shed a single tear
i'm waking up from this dream

and moving on to better things

ill get away from your memory

i'm falling for him,

dont you know

so please why dont you

let me go?

9-16-08

push away the feeling

swear that nothing's wrong

how can you still be here?

i could tell that you were gone

the last time

that you looked at me

i've cried a thousand tears

because we will never be

i've begged and pleaded

and i just wanna move on

see, i could tell in your eyes

you were already gone
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it's four hours,

just to see your face

plus all the pit stops

the phone calls on the way

now i dont wanna call your name

in my dreams tonight

and when you said that i was wrong

baby you were right

i'm writing you and asking for

a midnight call and change

i'm waiting for

so much more

than a confession in the rain

i lived for you and now my heart

when you took it, it broke in two

and now i see

for you and me

moving on is what i need to do
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i swore to you my heart

i gave you everything

to tear apart

no i'm not missing you a single bit

and as for him

yeah, we fit

he smiles at me

lights up my day

in his free time

he calls anyway

no begging here

only happiness

and i'm smiling now

i hope this lasts

he was there for me

when i needed you

so moving on

is what i'll do
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kiss in the rain

baby shelter me

dont wanna feel the pain

he doesnt have a hold on me

and i want to love you

dont you see?

i'm wasting hours

another track

as for my love

i dont want it back
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give it all to you,

thats what ill do

i cant recall

never talked at all

i'll fall for you

thats thats what ill do

i'm happy now

the fighting's through

i'll love you

thats what ill do

and you love me

meant to be?

i think so,

soon we'll know

hearts race

as we embrace

butterflies

no more lies

i'll be happy with you

that's what ill do

9-11-08

i'd say yes in a heartbeat
i'll swear nothings wrong
i'd drive 10000 miles
just to be in your arms

9-5-08

i miss the way your arms feel

wrapped around me while i sleep

and i miss the way your voice sounds

when it's whispering to me

an i love you is all i need

to keep me moving on

but when i'm hopeless

always begging you

i'm pushing you, you're gone

i'm desperately falling

and waiting for your call

and i hope that you will write me

when i'm off at school this fall

you have to know i mean it

i cant be untrue

though deep inside i'm dying

when i say i love you too

that's right, i write.

you adore, i'm living for

im dying, you're lying

this distance, what hindrance

i love you, i miss you

please miss me, please see

i love you, love me

9-4-08

i can feel the end

it's coming back again,

that feeling that

you're gonna change your mind

when you've made it

thru the distance

it's all about the time

is it well spent

or are you wasting

what we have

there's no changing

it's a desperate call

at a midnight hour

its a cry for help

from the tallest tower

i need you now

baby more than ever

just let me hear you love me one last time

i need the words

it took you so long to say

because when it comes to love

its the heart that pays

the pain i feel

from missing you

there's just so much

those words can do

8-29-08

can't you tell the things you do

they shake me to the core

it breaks my heart to see you go

i don't wanna say bye anymore

i'm sick and tired of sleeping alone

the visits don't last very long

i hate coming second to what needs to be done

it's only me who hurts at all

i'm not strong enough to mend a broken heart

so take care of what i've given you

words can only mean so much

but honestly it's all i need

7-09-08

this is our lullaby

sung from me to you

to lay you down to sleep

when counting sheep won't do

silence is golden

but happiness is too

it kills me just to say

i love you too

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i cried so many tears

see them running down my cheek

it kills me just to go along

pretend from week to week

happiness is effortless

when love is on the way

but tears are inevitable

when with your heart you pay

6-30-08

in forever we find comfort

an answer set in stone

but honestly can just a word

make the uncertain known?

nothing is forever,

but diamonds they always say..

can two people find true love

the kind lasting til the end of days?

who can believe in a single word

three syllables with so much weight

how can one word mean so much?

is that word all it takes?

it makes someone fall in love,

or forge an instant trust.

its amazing how it makes

a change to love from lust.